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I've never done this before, but here it goes... It feels strange putting this on "paper," but I have to. I hopes it helps me get Dean out of my mind. He's driving me nuts... DEAN, PLEASE LEAVE THE BUILDING...(my head...)

I have this crazy crush on Dean Kamen. (Desperately seeking Dean...)

I am here to say he is an American Einstein. I like him because he helps children and he makes this world a better place to live. He's a genius, kind, cares about our future and doesn't want to get married!! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT??

I never knew who he was. I was a flight attendant on a layover, reading a Mad Magazine. This guy started talking to me (duhhh....what else is new) and asking about my life. He was amazed that I was a flight attendant for the fun of it. He said I reminded him of Dean Kamen. I rolled my eyes up and shook my head. I was clueless. I completely forgot about that conversation until another pilot said the same thing.(Because I was helping deliver transplant organs for free using my flight benefits.)

Huh... So I investigated. I mean, I was always compared to Princess Diana because of my work with children and cancer patients, etc... But compared to a MAN?? Who could he be? He better have nice legs like me...LOL So, I googled his name, read an old article about him and low and behold Dean and I do have a lot in common (besides us both being cute and sexy) we are both intelligent, inventors, volunteer with children, think kids are our future, have a history in aircraft (we can both make cross-country flight plans...LOL) enjoy Mad Magazines, have been in the public eye, but LOVE our privacy.

Don't think I'm a freak. I'm not. I am a widow of a fighter pilot. I have my own newspaper column, had a small TV show, was a flight attendant, model, and worked for the federal government (a position I'm not allowed to discuss) and have traveled all over the world. I have lived in Germany, Hawaii, Texas, New Mexico, Italy, Virginia, and Massachusetts. I am fluent in Italian and speak Spanish & French. So, please don't think I'm desperate. I'm just in love...is that what you call this?? I think it's more of a crush. It's a crush that makes my body warm and tingle, I can't focus on anything, my heart skips a beat...yea, it's a crush...LOL

I have never been on a journal place before, but noticed no one puts their background on it...so here I go...

I am in my 40's. I do not work/don't need to. I own a 40 acre farm, that has cows and horses, and I run it by myself. I am also alone. I have worked hard to get where I am today and am very proud of that fact.

I can never marry again (stipulations for the trust fund) Plus, the stats for marriage is 'over 50% end in divorce.' I mean, would you jump out of a plane if the instructor said, "Oh, by the way, OVER 50% of the parachutes won't OPEN"..."OK, JUMP!!" ARE YOU NUTS??!! Bottom line: Committment is in the heart, not on a piece of paper. A rich widow getting married is FINANCIAL SUICIDE.

I think I would be good for Dean, even though he is a little older, because we have the same interest and goals in life. Except, I miss taking care of someone. He has his own money so I know he will only be using me for my delicious homemade cooking, sexy body and brain...not my money!! LOL What more do you want in life? (ok, BESIDES Brazilian french lace lingerie) LOL... I guess what it boils down to is - there is always a great woman behind each great man. I just want to give a little back - he gives so much to us... I would like to make sure he is well taken care of, that's it.... I want him to be my king...and...(sexual content not written in case there are minors)....LOL

And don't think I'm looking for the 'fairy princess'... I have already been a princess. I was married to an Italian Fighter Pilot. He worshiped the ground I walked on, as I did him. We had a great marriage, (9 years)... But it has been years since I've taken care of someone and I miss it very much. I am very old fashioned and cannot/will not compete with the women of today who sleep with everyone. I don't go to bars, and don't go out to eat often. Here at the farm, it is impossible to meet anyone. (Unless someone breaks down up at the road) Plus, there are too many diseases out there today and I'd rather not have them...thanks. I think I was born in the wrong century. I believe in the man being the head of the household. I also believe that a man should be treated like a king. My mother is this way also, and they just celebrated their 50th anniversary. ....Your honor, I rest my case...

See you in my dreams Lord Dumpling...
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